I DNFed this book along with Glass Sword at Christmas but as I said I hate doing that and so I finished them.
I would also like to state now that I hate giving bad reviews because if I was the author I would hate to see them. Like I always make sure to find something positive to say, after all no book can be completely bad, right? But this book is averaging 4.1 stars on Goodreads and I cannot fathom why. Like I wish I could love it of course, no wants to pick up a book that is just hard to read. I’ll add a synopsis to this one because I don’t think this book is particularly well known.
THE STORYTELLER by Antonia Michaelis
1 / 5 stars
Anna is fascinated by Abel, the moody school drug dealer with the military haircut and the deep blue eyes. One day she discovers a secret: Abel is caring for his six year old sister, Micha alone. Despite friends’ warnings, Anna is drawn to Abel and Micha, and falls under the spell of the fairy tale he tells his sister about a little orphan queen who is pursued by hunters for the treasure she carries; her diamond heart.
It’s a story with parallels to reality. Social services and Micha’s abusive father would take her from Abel if they discover the truth about their situation.
But when people Abel has woven into his story turn up dead, it’s Anna whose heart is in danger. Is she in love with a killer?
The synopsis drew me to this story but I found myself disappointed with the production of it all.
Anna sees Abel, the Polish Peddler as he is otherwise known as at school and finds him interesting because she is bored with her very nice life. He fits that typical bad boy with a heart of gold stereotype because he is dealing drugs to look after his little sister, Micha.
So to get to know Abel Anna specifically puts herself in situations where she would meet him. She stalks him. It was a bit uncomfortable to read and honestly I struggled to find her motivation other than the fact she was bored of her very easy life.
Moving along, her friends at school also belittle her. Gita is Anna’s best friend and constantly refers to her as little lamb, now I know this book is translated from German so perhaps the meaning was better in its original language. However this just read as gratingly patronising to me and I really wished Anna would have stuck up for herself and told Gita to stop. I’ll get back to Gita later in the spoiler section of this review.
The story Abel tells Micha wasn’t very interesting. That is probably just my own opinion but I struggled to read as it really did seem like it was meant for a child like Micha to enjoy and therefore not me. This story about the little cliff queen ties most of the story together and is partly what motivates Anna to continue stalking Abel, which is why I DNFed it.
Also Abel incorporates himself in to the story as a wolf and since Anna is constantly referred to as little lamb I found the metaphor really Twilightish. The lion fell in love with the lamb whole sort of thing.
I would have really loved to say a good word about this story, but the second half of this book really stopped me from doing that. AND SO THIS IS THE END OF THE NON-SPOILERY SECTION. So if you continue on prepare to be spoiled. I’m sorry for the long review but I really felt this book warranted it and I feel like I need to explain why I had such issues with it and perhaps if anyone reads far enough they can share their opinions too.
SPOILERS – Literally for the whole book.
(Possibly triggering? I just feel like I should add this as I see many people do this on tumblr.)
For a small part of the book I began to like it. Abel and Anna were falling love and Anna was really getting to know them. I didn’t like how Anna threw away her old life for Abel but there was a message that was beginning to be made in the book. You can’t help who you love.
So then we get to the boatyard scene. Anna really wants to have sex with Abel and he tells her that it can’t be how she wants it to be. Anna doesn’t realise why and pushes him a bit too far. Then it is like some switch flips in Abel that went from somewhat sane to rapist. I have no better way to explain it, he just suddenly stopped being this loving guy and raped Anna. She asked him to stop but he forced her.
I didn’t expect this turn from the book at all. Anna is devastated after it happens and tells no one, avoids Abel for days. He sends her apology letters through the post. And then Anna realises she still loves him because she can’t help who she loves. I do not understand how a person’s mind works through trauma obviously but I couldn’t fathom how Anna could be okay with this.
She says nothing will be the same between them again but she is still with him and she lets him kiss her and hug her. She begins to wonder if Abel is the murderer and how much of the truth he is telling her.
Skipping forward a bit we find out through one of Anna’s supposed friends what Abel has also been doing. Bertil has been in love with Anna throughout the book and Anna has ignored him through most of it. The way he stalks Anna is also unsettling. But Bertil basically confronts Abel and manages to record their conversation and then put it though the school announcements for everyone to hear.
It turns out Abel sells his body in order to make more money as well as selling drugs. Why? Because he feels like he doesn’t matter anymore since Micha’s father had molested him when he was younger. He feels like now its happened he can just sell his body in order to pay for Micha through school. Like this whole turn of events from Abel was surprising, I felt like I needed some more foreshadowing or something. But this whole revelation came out of the blue.
Anna also finds the gun Abel has been using to kill the people who get too close to Micha, a social worker and Micha’s father who molested Abel. NOW once again I’m not saying I understand how people through trauma cope at all but Anna decides that Abel raped her because of his past and how he has sex now. I don’t like that she just blamed it all on that, as if that made it okay. He’s seventeen and as he said he’s had sex since then and knows that it would be different. So I still can’t see the need for it. Anna’s rape honestly seemed like a road block in this book, I don’t feel it was ever properly talked about and did nothing for story progression. It just happened.
So after all these realisations Anna has sex with Abel, normal sex. And that also made everything more weird, as the theme of you can’t choose who you love gets more twisted and dragged out.
BUT before I end I feel like I need to throw in that Gita knew about Abel selling himself. She never told Anna who was supposedly her best friend and just acted somewhat smug all the time. Like how was Anna not spitting with fury about that and what kind of person would let their best friend probably sleep with some who may have contracted an STD? Gita and Anna’s friendship just doesn’t make sense. This book just didn’t make sense period.
I won’t tell you the end, end but that is pretty much all of it already. I just really felt the need to talk about how strange most of the events in this novel were, from all the stalking in all characters’ parts, the characters who seemed to hold back vital information just because and the trauma characters’ wen through that was just brushed under the rug at convenient times.
Honestly I feel like I must have picked up a completely different book from everyone else on Goodreads. Rant / review over! Tell me your thoughts if you have ever come across this book.